irenejayne.

im back blogger

wow its been awhile. i told you i would be back though.
alot of shit has happened.
i made up with melinda. no surprise there, it was going to happen eventually. i just realized that it wasnt worth my time to be angry anymore.
ive lost some friendships and gained some in return.
thats been the most upsetting. ive gained melindas friendship back. and my friendship with michael is fixed. ive become alot closer with francesca and brandon. weston and i arent the same. ive lost steven and walter.
ive been thinking about that alot actually.

you have to understand where im coming from. you meet these new people and your suddenly more popular. everybody knows your name now. and since that happened it seems you cant be bothered with anyone. well me at least. and then i found out you never really liked to hang out with me, hence the reason you bailed on me. that hurt. really bad. but im over things. i miss your friendship. at times it seemed you were the only one that cared. maybe thats why i seemed "so attached". im hoping one day all of this can get past us. your an amazing person and a treasured friend. im glad life is going so good for you. out of anybody you derserve it the most. just be yourself and you'll be fine :P

besides all of that school has been going okay. it could definitly improve but for now im doing okay.
im losing my drive for it though. which scares me. i want to do good. i want to graduate with my class. i just need to keep my head in the game and get it done.
i got my senior pics done yesterday. they came out pretty good. i hate my smile though :/

so it was thanksgiving today, well yesterday to be exact. it was nice. we went to jasons and had a really good dinner. me, jon, allison, and alyssa played clue. jon won. now i cant wait until christmas. 27 days and counting.
im going shopping on black friday. its my first time. itll be insane!
it feels good to be on a computer again. like for as long as i want, not a half hour at school. and nothing is blocked so i can do anything!!
i think i might go watch tv though.

ive missed you blogger!

Thursday, November 6, 2008 * 12:16 PM

eatmewhileimhot!

and im not talking about the band!

basically i just wanted to let all my dedicated readers know that im going to be using livejournal now. i know i know! i hate it too but i can use it on my phone and there are times when blogging is needed and its the only available blogging source.
so heres my link..
ill try and use blogger when i can.

http://irenejayne.livejournal.com

ill miss you blogger :'[