Friday, January 30, 2009 * 8:58 PM

what hit you in the face last night?

addicted.


so im talking to tom again. i text him during class yesterday and he was texting me fine. then he asked who it was. stupid idiot. i told him it was me and he didnt want to talk anymore. i get why.. he doesnt want the drama. but i dont have any in my life right now. he thought i was with erin. ew.
so were talking all day and everythings good and thennn erin IMs me. it all seems a little fishy. she asked to be friends again. i told her i didnt know. secretly meaning no.
i dont know if they have contact but im going to be careful about it.
so i talked to kristen yesterday. she wants to come up here for the doppler effects cd release show. she needs somewhere to stay. i talked to my mom and it looks like were going to have a house guest for a few days in march!
speaking of a house guest. tomorrow im getting cheska's cat goose.
i guess her mom doesnt want her anymore so i thought i would take her so ches could see her all the time!
im hoping the dogs get along with her fine and vice versa.

so today i watched ally all day. i really do love that little girl. and she just makes me want to be a mom that much more. shes been calling me "mama" all day long.
and she fell asleep in my arms.
i know im only 18, and ive never really had a boyfriend but i really want a child!
i think im crazy.
tomorrow will be a blasty blast!
i get my new kitty! ches, sarah, and i are going to rojis!
where else would we go to hang!?
then sarah's spending the night. were all probably going to chill for awhile.. watch movies, bake brownies, and just chillaxxxx!
and what were all pretty excited about is the 7th!
a bunch of us are going to the movies to see Coraline and then were going to rojis. we need a group hangout. it is much needed! especially for brandon. i feel so bad for that kid. his grandma just died. her funeral was today. he was one of th paulbearers and he wrote a speach.
i just feel so bad for the kid.



i cant find a layout for my myspace.
its annoying me.




Tuesday, January 27, 2009 * 8:43 PM

quick post

had my first day of class at the johnson center today!
it was pretty cool. theres like 6 people in the whole class. it makes it way easy o concentrate.
i also had my meeting with the guys today at rojis. it went great!
they loved the tattoo!
and the ideas we came up with were fucking awesome!
im real excited to get this thing started! hopefully court get it done by monday and we can start this shit like crazy!

its richards 24th birthday today. we made him a brownie cake and i decorated it with m&ms!
my arm isnt bruised anymore.. well only a little.
its all good in the hood though!
im going to go home and try to take a killer picture so they can put it up!
thats it!
tomorrow im hanging out with ches for a little bit then im going to melindas to spend the day with the baby!
have i ever mentioned i want a baby!




Sunday, January 25, 2009 * 7:01 PM

i would assume

i havent posted in awhile.
this past week has been pretty hectic.
i got to hang out with weston and alicia a few times. i love those kids.
thursday night after the show we had nothing to do because we had 3 hours to kill. so we played the coin flip game.
heads was take a right
tails was take a left
and when we couldnt take the turn we would go straight.
we ended up in dewitt following 3 deer into some swanky neighborhood.
it was awesome!

saturday was the tattoo expo. i was extremely excited because this is the first year im able to get one at the expo because im legal now.
we got there at about one. walked around for a bit.. found a lady that was selling dildos! she tried to sell me one!
but then i ran into matt! i was sooo excited to see his red gorgeous head!
we havent seen each other in forever.. so we gave each other the biggest hugggg! after talking with him for a bit we walked around some more. we stopped at some tables, looked at some artwork.. and for some reason picked a table to ask prices. i think it was because there was a girl there with amazing pink hair! anyways, after talking with the insanely hot tattoo artist we decided on getting our tattoos there. there shop is called Skin Circus and there out of watertown! their amazing!!!
and one of the co-owner is gorgeous! his name is scott and he did mine, my moms, and melindas tattoo. richard got his done by some other guy.
basically they all turned out amazing! especially mine that i cant show or talk about right now. i have to wait until after tomorrow!
so weston came down to the expo because i wanted to chill with him for a bit. he was supposed to be there at 5 but didnt show up until like almost 7. apparently he was lost!
at 8 we went to watch lizardmans show. i love that guy and the comedian before him was hilarious.
air sex.
hello little vagina, will you let me in?
you could have a monster dick!
ahh what a funny dude.. there was a time during lizardmans set that i wanted to kill someone. basically once lizardman mentioned fat girls she turned around and stared at me. like hardxcore staring!
i was so pissed!
oh well. i bought a pair of thongs from lizardman and had him sign them.. there hanging above my bed!
after the expo we picked steven and walter up.. us 3 went to rojis for a few hours for a well needed hangout. i missed those kids and for good reason. i forgot how much i loved hanging with them!
and they are sooooooooo cute together! walter kept sneaking kisses. cutest thing everr!
basically i had a great weekend that i will always remember. i have an amazing tattoo that everyone loves! and i met some great artists!
i got to chill with friends that ive missed. and i learned some stuff that would be assumed!
another hangout is in order!


i also start my ged classes tomorrow. and in a few weeks hopefully i can take the test. and hopefully i can walk the stage with my buddies in june. that would be amazing!
tomorrow at 5 im meeting up with the amazing guys of fazeshift at rojis. were discussing streetteam shitttt! im excited! the ideas were all coming up with are pretty spactacular! the layout is going to get a whole new look and i cant wait to see how it turns out!
on a parting note.. i need to get a job.
sarah and i are moving in together once we get money saved. combined it shouldnt take that long. were both pretty stoked because we both want out of our houses. and we've always wanted to get an apartment together. for a long time we both forgot though. we already have plans of where we want to live and how we want to decorate.
we also want to get a cat and name it jones!

my arm hurts and i want to do a survey before i have to get off!




Wednesday, January 21, 2009 * 10:46 PM

baby grind on meee!

wow i forgot how much fun hanging with weston can be.
last night he picked me up at melindas to go to rojis for a half hour.
it was fun none the less though. i learned some really important things!
like different ways of saying vagina! in italy the word fufala [sp?] means butterfly.. but in slang it means vagina!
what cant be more amazing then that!

tonight he and alicia picked me up to go to the honor bright/ryan cabrea [sp?] show.
it was soo much fun. there were these 3 drunk girls that brought hoola hoops. weston hooped. it was amazing. there was this random drunk indian man. in a full indian outfit. it was pink! that man was a playerrr! he was going around to all the ladies getting pictures with them. then there was this little boy.. he had to be about 16. weston thought he was 12. he was obviously gay. and mexican! we named him greg/carlos/juan rodriguez.
we later found out his name was jake.
thennn there was this kid there that looked like nick jonas. no lie. he could have been the mans twin! so creepy!
thennn there was this kid trying to sell october nites cd's. well turns out he lied to me and said the cd was full length for 7 bucks.
it had 3 fucking songs on it.
i got my money back. and spent it at taco bell!
besides pointing out obnoxious/awesome people. we had a really good time. i caught up with some people that i havent seen in forever. like the boys of honor bright and joleen and tina! i love those girls.
after the show we left to go to taco bell where weston had to get out of his car to get the food. and drove backwards through the drive-thru to get some food they forgot. i got to see marcellous [sp?].. meaning where alicia and weston live. and their fun little town thats really boring.
but great to raise a kid in!
on the way home weston and i had a great convo about how i really want a child and how he would adopt. we then talked about a few other serious topics.
i love having conversations with weston. im not sure why.. but i do.

tomorrow will be another fun filled day. weston and alicia are picking me up at 5:30 to go to the fazeshift/jacksons kid summer show. way excited about that! i get to see joey and john paul!
josh and alec were at the show tonight.
im making them do a shoutout for the streetteam so people can go add it. and ill make them put the streetteam on there top so people know about it. we'll get so many adds that way.
which meanssss no adding people for meee!
friday is going to be a really chill day.. after basically a week of doing things every minute i need a break before i get my amazing kat von d tribute tattoo on sunday. hopefully its not more then 280.. it shouldnt be. itll be rather small.
well not to small but small enough to not cost more then 280.

well kiddies. i have to go home.
ged test in the morning.
i have 6 hours before i have to wake up!

but on a brighter note.. i got my pink converse backk!




Tuesday, January 20, 2009 * 8:16 PM

she doesnt pay attention to stop signs.. but she stops.

life is going surprisingly well for me lately.
im talking to the friends that i stopped talking to. i missed them terribly. im becoming closer then ever with them and it makes me soo happy.
steven, walter, and i are going to rojis after the expo on saturday.
im wicked excited about that. and the little conversation steven and i had before making the plans was so funny.
basically his missed talking to me all that day.. i didnt know he could miss me like that. weird.
but cute at the same time.
tigersmakemesmile :)

okay well i cant blog any longer. weston is on is way to come get me..
were going to rojis!




Sunday, January 18, 2009 * 7:22 PM

ilovelovelovethethingsyoudo

im simply smitton with you :)

hung out with ches today for a little bit. she helped me watch ally while melinda, richard, and allyson went to the movies.
i <3 that little girl.
yesterday i went driving. it was so much fun.
i drove for a little bit at the fairgrounds then drove home from there. im pretty good.
obviously i need to work on a lot. but for a starter im okay.
and i got my phone back on! uber excited about that! im doing the whole jump phone thing which sucks but its something.
next thursday i have to take the GED placement test. not to excited about that. but its something i need to do.
im so looking forward to tomorrow.
ches, brandon, and i are going to the mall for a little while then were meeting courtney at funk n waffles. we were going to go to rojis after but none of us have the money for it. oh well. its not going anywhere, so we could go whenever.

the streetteam is done! now we have to start adding people!! im pretty excited. it came out amazing!
josh loves it! and im pretty sure the other guys do as well.
this post is pretty much everywhere. oh well.
i have a headache so im ending it anyways!




Wednesday, January 14, 2009 * 6:03 PM

cold is good for your soal.. and your peen!

this post is way over due.

monday a bunch of us went to the casino for debbies birthday. the day started out like any other at the britton household. a mess. this time was different though. there dog nala got really sick really fast. so they took her to the vet. debbie was extremely stressed out. she got into it with everyone. in the end we went to the casino though where there was another problem. we thought that i wouldnt have been able to play bingo because i didnt have a diamond card. turns out i could. as long as i had a picture id, which i did.
i love bingo. its the funnest thing ever. im not exactly sure why but it is. maybe its the old people that could be your grandma/grandpa who curse every time there number doesnt show. or the fact that at any second you could win large amounts of green.. like i did! so im sitting there playing and i notice i only have one more number to get to win. and what do you think happens.. my number pops up. N44! favorite number ever now. i basically flipped out. i was scared to call bingo so debbie and melinda shouted it. and thenn i didnt even raise my hand i started clapping for myself. which i got yelled at for! so i raised my hand, the lady came over. took my card and everything she needed. about 10 minutes later she came back and counted out 500 bucks!
yeah thats right. im rolling in dough yo! i split the 500 with my mom. but i still had 200 in the bank. so right now i have like 455 in the bank. which meansssss i can get my ballerina tattoo at the expo.
speaking of that im getting sort of annoyed. yes i promised melinda and my mom that i can get there tattoos. but since ive got more money there both adding more things. like what the fuck. first and foremost its my money, i can choose what i want to spend it on. and ive had promises broken to me so why not break promises ive made. because im not like that. i will make sure i get my tattoo first though..
my week just got better on tuesday when i went to take my permit test. turns out my last minute studying worked. i passed. i only missed 3 questions. i was pretty stoked. now i just need to start practicing. all the time!!!!
last night we had to take nala to the emergency vet. she wasnt doing good at all. they decided to keep her over night and do some tests on her. apparently during the night she was doing really good but then this morning she took a turn for the worst. they put her to sleep today. it hurts because she was an awesome dog. everyone is really worried about nacho. he is soooo attached to nala. he seems to be doing okay right now but we'll have to see how he does.

i miss the baby :(
i started talking to tom again. not like that but as friends. i do miss talking to him. hes a cool dude. hes a slut though :)
tomorrow i have to go back to school to have the teachers sign this paper thing then ill be out for good. then i have to call the guy down at the johnson center. things seem to be falling into place.
maybe i did make the right decision...
and it feels good to know that my friends have my back.




Sunday, January 11, 2009 * 5:43 PM

conversations with dee always cheer me up!

just so i remember them, here are the random facts i have from Alec and Josh!

JOSH:
1. I met President Clinton
2. I text way faster than you ever will.
3. My sister ran me over with a farm tractor when I was 6 and I walked away without a scratch.
4. In eighth grade I won the hardest working award
5. I haven't had soda in over two years.
6. John Paul and I played Halo 3 for 12 hours straight to beat it the day it came out.


ALEC:
1. I'm a vegetarian
2. I studied in France for awhile
3. I text way faster than Josh
4. My fav movie is American beauty
5. I think Jonah Hill is hillarious
6. I love deep conversation.




now i just need joeys and johns.
this streetteam thing is working out pretty good. at the end of the month im supposed to have like a meeting of sorts with the guys. hopefully at rojis. we'll be discussing the first mission and all that good jazz.
im pretty pumped.
speaking of rojis. last night i went there with ches and brandon. i havent been there in so long. it was so relaxing and the time literally flew by! it felt like we were only there for a few minutes.
today we had to bring ally home. i wanted to cry :( i hate bringing her home to her no good mother. that woman does not deserve that child.
you know how mothers say "i never knew you could love someone this much" well i sort of have that feeling towards ally.
i know im only 18 and shes obviously not my daughter but i love that little girl so much it hurts.
so melindas dog nala is sick. like shes not eating and shes not drinking and all shes doing is sleeping so i guess debbie isnt going to the casino tomorrow with us shes taking the dog to the vet. nobody thinks shes going to make it.
its sad.
tomorrow is my last day at school. it'll be bittersweet. ill be glad to be leaving but sad because i will miss seeing my friends :( im staying after to talk to a few teachers like lutwin and mortis. there my favorite. i want them to understand.
i want everyone to understand but everyone doesnt matter. only mee!!
and steven! steven matters fershure!
so because i only have like 2 faithful readers ill just talk about it.
steven and walter have found each other!
:)
josh just called me gangstaaaa! it made my night!
i really am happy for them. especially steven. when we were uber close he told me how much he liked walter. but of course with walter being "straight" it would never work.
let me just say one thing. I KNEW IT WALTER!
:)
well like courtney said, its like a movie. the good guy found love in the end and i couldnt be happier for both.
another thing about steven, i miss him. like we did use to be extremely close and it sucks were not like that anymore but i can understand the reasonings. hes one happy dude now and its great. i cant wait until the 24th. hes meeting me at the tattoo expo and hopefully he gets a tattoo. im pretty sure hes getting my face on his back. he'll have one pretty back if he does! after the expo were going to rojis.
cant wait!

well my back is aching! and ive been on this computer to long. i want to go home and sleep.
tomorrow should be interesting.




Thursday, January 8, 2009 * 2:30 PM

its decision making time baby, dont back down

so ive had to make the biggest decision of my life today.
im dropping out of high school and getting my GED. yes i know it seems im taking the easy road out. but im not. i still have to go to the classes and i still have to do work.
i just cant handle high school anymore. the people are driving me mad. the fact that im failing everything and feeling like the biggest retard ever is not the greatest. so if theres school tomorrow im going in to talk with levin and see what ive got to do. maybe ill do some research now..
everyone is backing me up which makes me so happy. even my mom.
alexis just told me that im stupid for dropping out.
i blocked her on aim :)
i have to find a job and i need to start doing more around the house. the job is most important. seeing as how im not going to be in school full time i need to help out money wise. so job hunting starts next week.

besides this decision i havent been up to much. alot of sleeping and headaches.
theres nothing much to say in this blog.
so ill end it now..




Saturday, January 3, 2009 * 10:42 PM

YES YES YES!

i dont have much time to blog. all i really wanted to say was that court and i hung out today for like the first time in weeks. it was honestly a really good time.
we finally exchanged our presents.
she loved her scarf. and i loved what she got me!
i now own a pooping reindeer who im naming felix.
dane cooks vicious circle and rough around the edges annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd
britney spears perfume collection curious!
you have no idea how excited i was to get that. ive wanted britneys purfumes for awhile now and i finally got it!!
we went to the mall to see a movie. orginally it was intended to be Milk but turned out to be Yes Man.
that is like the funniest movie ive seen in awhile. it was constant laughter.
at the end of the movie we stole someones popcorn. i know its disgusting but we were starving and they barely touched it.
it was a lastminutenotreallythinkingaboutit kinda thing.
the popcorn was still delish!
before the movies we went to hot topic and spencers. of course!
at spencers i got this amazing pair of glass gauges for 10 bucks. my ears hurt like a bitch right now though. i should have waited to put them in but im inpatient and i dont like to wait.. so i didnt.
while we were waiting for my mom i saw the guy steve that wanted me.
hes like 3294729347 years old and it was creepy.
i dont think he saw me though which is pretty cool.
if he did i would have been fuckkkked!
well were about to head out, were going to dennys because i want some taking back bacon burger fries!!!


school starts in 2 days.
not really excited for that.