one word to describe my life:

incredible.

i have the most amazing friends.
and now there all back in my life.
court and i have reconnected again. sure its not the same but its better than nothing.

so my birthday weekend.. pretty flippen sweet!
it started off with friday.. sarah and i went to go get our nails done.
lets just say a pyscho chinese cracked out man made my nails look like fireee!
after that we did some running around just to go home empty handed and not really in the mood to make bracelets for the guys.
but we made them anyways.
so saturday was possible the best day everrr!
sure my tattoo appointment started a few hours late. john was real sorry about it and i didnt care once he started touching me!
literally i was in pure heaven.. everyone in that room was jealous of meee!
haha!
has anyone else but me noticed that i have a pattern of tattoo artists.. their all flippen hottt!
anywho.. after that we picked up brandon and dropped off dakota [ill get to that later], then went to the show.
from the second we got there it was pure fun!
the lod guys loved the tattoo. and they better have! it took me almost an hour to find the font!
my apple looks amazing by the wayyy!
it hurt like hell but i guess its true what they say, beauty is pain.
once we went inside to see everyone, we went back outside to get food.
i had a falafel from the pita pit. most amazing thing ever!
court arrived. it was good to see her.
it definitly was weird seeing her after so long but it was good none the less.
we did plan to talk.. didnt happen. i admit i was having way to much fun.
come on now.. who wouldnt with a hot canadian grinding on you, seeing the brother you never wanted but love anyways, having songs dedicated to you [one of my fav parts of the night], meeting new drunk friends named ed looking for his clit, and so much more.
i got free shirts which i felt bad for but oh well.
i need to get brians number! next time i see them its my mission.
at the end of the night i was exhausted. hungry. and smiling.
sunday was my birthday and my actual party.
melinda and my mom finally got to throw the penis party they've always wanted to throw me.
it was pretty fun. all of my friends were there.
and i got a fish! his name is stephan. hes pink and red.
later that night after bringing everyone home josh stopped by "because he wanted to see me on my birthday"
it was a short visit but funn anyways.
he wouldnt have a peice of cake because it creeped him out and he swears jay z is the best rapper ever.
i doubt that!
before leaving he promised to let me know what was going on tuesday [we had plans to hang out].

and before i get to that.. let me talk about my cousin.
really quite annoying. she basically came over for my birthday weekend but bitched the whole time that she was bored.
she was on the phone basicaly the whole weekend.. which is cool. i mean im on my phone alot to. but like it was excessive.
and saturday her plans of going to the show with us changed cause its not really "her scene". so we dropped her out at her friends instead.
at that point i could really care less. she was annoying all of us and obviously would have been the debbie downer of the night.
oh well. she missed out on one amazing night.
instead she cleaned. and drank.
fucking alcoholic.
she goes to these meetings for kids with alcoholic parents and such yet every weekend she makes sure to get plastered and make out with some random friend.
whatever. i have amazing people in my life and i dont really need people like that.
im over it.

okay so anyways.. about today with josh. he picked me up at 12 and we went to panera bread company on erie. on the way there we were jamming to punk goes pop vol 2. its amazing and josh is a major goofball!
when we got there i made him order for me cause ive never been there.
i got chedder and broccali soup. its possibly the best soup everrrr.
we had a great time. i was a little bummed though.
[i hope he doesnt know about this blog!]
i like josh. hes a really sweet guy. one of the rare ones. hes such a genuine person that you cant help but fall for him. and i have a little.
but i found out hes sorta talking to someone. no doubt shes probably gorgeous.
it sorta broke my heart a little :P
oh well. its nice to be friends with him.
i can honestly say that he's one of the most amazing people ive ever met and im really really really glad we became friends. and i can see this friendship going a long way.
our hangout was intended to talk about religion. him and the fs boys are the most religious people i know. and im clearly not.
i want to believe in something.. i just dont.
we didnt even talk about it until he was bringing me home. he gave me this book that he wants me to read. hes going to read it again to.
your supposed to read a chapter a day and we'll talk about each chapter.
its our own little bookclub.
Carver & Lola's Bookclub!
you can not know what carver stands for.. its a secrettttt!
after josh dropped me off my mom took me to get my new phone.
i feel cool now. haha.
i got the messenger in navy. it gorgeous and i love it.
after she got out of work at 4 she took me to angry banana to get my third lip peircing.
it looks cute.
and different.
LIKE MEEE!
at 7 we all went to bingo.
none of us one.
as usual.
now im about to upload pictures on my myspace.
im bouncinnnn!




ps-i guess sarah isnt a raging lesbian waiting to burst out of the closet now that the melvinator is in townnnn!

posted by irenejayne at 8:36 PM 0 Comments

youarethereasonsmilesexistatall :)

apparently i have hooker nails.
apparently sarah is a raging lesbian waiting to charge out of the closet.
apparently we all make really good desert.
and apparently steven and walter are sex maniacs who cant keep it to themselves.

i love my friends.
the "dinner" party was incredible.
most fun ive had in awhile. there was a minor bump of anger but it smoothed over.
walter was spiderman every time he had to pee. i think he only went pee because of it!
there were board games and really good deserts and laughing!
oh god. i dont think there was ever a moment that we didnt laugh. even while arguing.
and playing scatergories didnt help the laughing thing.
it made it worse!
it definitly has to happen again soon.
the next time we all hang out is the 18th.
im soooooo excited for that day!
so is everyone else.
what are you doing the 18th?

so right now as i type this im having a text conversation with john paul about religion. a very confusing topic.
ive never had religious friends and having them is getting me thinking.
so im talking to them and doing my own research and just thinking maybe i should believe in something.
talking to john paul about it helps alot. hes so passionate about his faith.
speaking of john paul! im almost done with this scarf.
if you have no idea what im talking about.. ches and i are making the guys scarves.
im making josh and john pauls. and ches is making joey and alec's. im getting the yarn to finish john pauls tonight and im also getting joshs.
hopefully they'll both be done by the 18th.
i have faith that they will though :)

ive been thinking alot about what you blogged about.
about the whole sticking by a friend thing.
and i feel bad.
and ive felt this way for awhile.
i miss your friendship. and i miss talking to you.
and im sorry your going through this all "alone".
that bolded question up there is directed to you btw.

posted by irenejayne at 8:57 PM 0 Comments