Tuesday, June 10, 2008 * 8:58 PM

this is ending... now

nice to meet you too..
okay let me make myself a little clearer. i dislike Stacey for many different reasons besides Honor Bright, so dont think thats the only reason i can not stand her..
and im sorry, i wont stop defending something i believe in. so theres no point in thinking im going to. and yes i understand people grow out of bands. it still doesnt give them the right to talk shit about them.
oh and does it seem like im whining? it doesnt seem that way to me. im just speaking my mind, just like Stacey did.
but besides all of that, this shit needs to stop. i tried stopping it but you seem to want to keep going..
so how about we both be mature and end it??
sound good..


i didnt wake up for school on time. oh well. theres only like 3 days left. i read for awhile. watched a movie. went out into the pouring rain which felt delicious after being in a hot ass house all day.
at around 9:45 i went outside to hang out with James for a few minutes. wow it was weird. were both just really different people now. im younger than him and im way more mature. he has a child and a fiance and hes still acts like a child. its sad really. but he was my first love so i cant help not feel something towards him.
last night i got extremely freaked out. i thought my bearded dragon Penelope had died in the heat. but no, she was just in a really deep sleep. she hasnt had her light on in 4 days thats how hot is in my room [Court said she felt like she was an asian child working in a sweat shop when we made our shirts saturday]..
after i discovered Penelope was okay i held her for a bit and noticed that shes getting some color which is pretty cool, seeing as how i wanted a colored dragon.
i also found out that my chihuahua Quita loves strawberry sparkling water. it was hilarious watching her try and get the bottle open.

ive just uploaded a shit of pictures from the Go All Out show a few weeks back. their playing this sunday in a hot ass attic. so im sure ill die by the end of the night. Holding Solace and Team Goldie are playing at Funk N' Waffles. wicked excited for that show. its going to be a Matt filled day.

alright i have to go, Debbie wants to get on the computer..
untill tomorrow or untill something facinating happens..