Monday, March 17, 2008 * 8:58 AM

week full of wonder

so i havent blogged in awhile. im very sorry to all my avid readers.
i wasnt in school all last week [except monday]. and i dont have a computer at home.
so what has happened...
nothing really all last week. friday i found out my best friend in the whole flippen universe will possibly move to camillus. so its only about 15 away [depending on where the new house is] but still! i got very emotional. literally. i was crying in my moms job. but at that point it was just a possibility. but i literally just found out from her blog that its a definite. their moving. and im wicked bummed now.

see we had plans for senior year...
senior trip
prom
bowling
and just plain awesomeness

and now im afraid none of that will happen. im more afraid that are friendship will end.
im told not to worry. shes not like that she says.
but its one of those things where i need to see it to believe it.
ive had friends that have moved and swore we would still remain friends. can you guess what happened? you guys are smart, you know what happened. we didnt remain friends.
or we did but the friendship wasnt the same. you know the kind.
inseparable before the big move.
phone calls every day.
then maybe once a week.
then once a month.
and when you do talk, theres always the "we need to hang soon" line.
then when you do "hang" its awkward.

i dot want that to happen with us. she is literally the greatest friend i have ever had. i trust her with all my secrets and dreams. i can always be myself when im with her. and im scared, no petrified that we will no longer be "those two girls that are always together".

i guess ill just have to wait and see.
saturday Court and i hung out at Melinda's house. i was sooo tired. i hadnt went to bed that night so i was beat. she went home about 7 then Melinda and i went to pick up her cousin at work. i ran into Hug-Hes [Keith]. that brightened my dim mood. went home and changed into my new pjs and struggled to stay up so i could color easter eggs with me madre and everyone else.
my attempts failed. haha.

easter sunday was a fun disaster. brunch with the fam that cost 300 and change. Melinda had to call the dentist in to pull her tooth because she was in so much pain. arguments with children about Guitar Hero. Mr. Magoriums Wonder Emporium. i recommend you watch it if you havent.
i think the only really good part was getting my easter basket and falling in P&C.
easter basket had mad candy [of course] a movie [Dan In Real Life, watch it!] and an awesome towel. dont ask. and the whole falling in P&C was soo hilarious. it didnt hurt one bit so dont worry guys. but it resulted in me getting Penny Caroline. this really cute pink stuffed bunny.

monday there was no school and i slept most of the day then hng out with my mom. nothing exciting that day.
i am now at school and its Pajama Day. so im wearing my new pjs and i have Penny Caroline with me. Courtney doesnt know im here. boy will she be surprised. haha.
this blog is way to long right now so im going to do another one. specifically about my birthday..


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