ive missed you my dear

wow its been awhile. ive gone crazy not being able to blog. i feel better now. first id like to say something that i neglected to say in the last blog that i got to smack Zak across his face which was one of the best moments in my life!

so ive been sick all vacation which has sucked! but its been good. saturday was my birthday as you all probably know. im finally the amazing one-eight! its funny because an old friend called and asked if i felt different and this birthday i did. and it was amazing. i had my tattoo which i got to sign the papers for, i got to sign my discharge papers at the hospital. little things like that amaze me. and it kills my mom. her baby has grown up and i dont think shes really come to terms with it. i have though. haha.

my birthday was incredible by the way. i cried at the end of the night it was that great. i had IHOP at 7 in the morning then got ready for my tattoo appointment.
that in itself was amazing. Ricky took Courtneys scetch and made it more awesome then it started as. its the size of my forearm but its not huge which is good. and its pretty. girly yet not to girly. Ryan loves it. i had Court get his number so i can send a picture to him. its only a matter of time before the rest of the guys see it [if they havnet already!] hopefully ill have a picture of it up tomorrow. after my birthday we went shopping for some clothes for South Carolina. then Courtney, Allison and i went to the mall for a movie. we found Zak in the foodcourt which was histarical because he was in his Circuit City uniform and we made fun of his "fresh to death slacks" he then proceded to rip my 5 dollar bill because he tried to compete with my money snatching skills!

it then got better. much better. all of a sudden out of nowhere Matt from Holding Solace came out of nowhere. we talked for half a second before he practically ran to Taco Bell! after he got his mexican fix he came over and grabbed my arm to see the tattoo and then because hes Matt he pretended to be jealous! oh Matt, your awesome!
once Zak left we ate then went to the movies where i had a very nice nap. haha. after the movie we went and stalked Matt at Hot Topic. which was awesome! we hung out for a bit before we had to leave and i got a birthday hug even though i told him to kick Courtney in the face! OHH!
so that was basically my birthday! at the end of the day i cried because even though it wasnt the exact way i wanted it to be it was pretty fab. ill always look back on this as the best birthday ever.

sunday my mom and i got a tattoo together. its gorgeous! its a dragon fly with 3 stars. i love it. and my mom has the exact same one! its like a mother/daughter thing. so basically about the whole hospital thing, because i know you all are wondering abot it. after my Honor Bright tattoo, it was really flippen red. well Kim my other tattoo artist said that it looked like celulitus and that if it got worse to go to the hospital. so thats exactly what i did. it turned out to be bad brusing but im glad i went just to be on the safe side.


right now im tired as hell and theres like 20-25 minutes left of class. im supposed to go help Debbie make mine and Courts shirts for friday. but im way to tired. and besides Debbie will have her son and daughter-in-law and possible nephew and neice to help. she doesnt need Court and i. right?
im listening to California. their amazing. check em out!
well this blog is long enough so i wont torture you anymore. heres some pics of me and the guys. and just me for your enjoyment.
eww.



Curt [drummer, vocals, quirky awesome guy] and i


Liam [lead vocals, skinnest man you'll ever meet] and i


Ryan [guitar, vocals, the only guy that will ever exist with amazingly beautiful 3-week old unwashed hair] and i


Timmy [guitar, vocals, and possible pedo? JK TIMMY!] and i


Tone [bass, vocals, a great man with few words] and i


me with my very first copy of Honor Brights first full length cd "Build Hearts from Stars"


simply me


with my amazing sunglasses!























i want somebody special to read my blogs and leave comments like he does for her :o(
does that make me jealous??

posted by irenejayne at 6:46 AM 1 Comments

bloo hair, drumsticks, and green converse

holy shit! this weekend has been incredible! best so far.
this blog will be short because i dont have much time on the computer so let me get right to the point.
friday Court and i went to the mall to get my hair dye and shoes. the dye i bought is called Bitchin Blue. its incredible. i wanted the yellow converse but they didnt have my size so i got the green ones.
saturday we died my hair, which is amazing! pictures will be up soon [i hope!]
then sunday was the show. i was very colorful, with my newly blue hair, hot pink glasses, colorful NY shirt, and green converse.
the first 2 bands that played were amazing! i was really annoyed with this girl in a red shirt. but oh well. finally Honor Bright played and it was insane! Zak lost his glasses during a pile on, so we had to stop the show to find them. they were not broken! then while Timmy plugged his guitar back in, the amazing gents of HB sung happy birthday to me! it was incredible!
after the show Curt gave me his drum sticks and i got a pic with each of the guys. it was all around the most amazing night of my life....





4 more days until my tattoo. im extremely pumped!

posted by irenejayne at 5:58 PM 1 Comments

Friday, April 11, 2008 * 6:44 AM

and she stared at the ceiling with her eyes closed

had a sleep study wednesday night.
i barely slept.
a few hours at most.
didnt go to school on thursday because i was so tired.
and now its friday and im in science talking to Courtney on AIM. i got a check from my grandparents for $100 yesterday in the mail. its a good thing to because i desperately need the money. today after school, Courtney and i are going to the mall. i need to get my hair dye and shoes. then im going home to sleep! oh wonderful sleep! ive been watching Sweeney Todd for the past week. its amazing!
two more days until Honor Bright which means eight more days until my birthday. i cant wait! that seems to be the only thing on my mind.
speaking of my mind, my head is killing me. so this blog must end.
and besides i have work to do you fool!








i just found the most amazing picture of Helena Bonham Carter



amazing isnt it?

posted by irenejayne at 6:44 AM 1 Comments

Tuesday, April 8, 2008 * 7:22 AM

simply put

im craving love.
badly.
i want a special someone i can share all my secrets with.
someone to comfort me when i have a bad day.
someone to comfort when they have a bad day.
but the way my life is going it looks like that will never happen.


this.
sucks.
love.
sucks.


but only most of the time...

posted by irenejayne at 7:22 AM 0 Comments

Monday, April 7, 2008 * 8:56 AM

long time, no type!

come one, come all
your just in time
to witness my fisrt breakdown
cause theres a mile gone
for every minute passed
when im stuck in this town






so i havent been on in awhile, sorry about that folks.
its been sorta hectic over here.
im not going to get into all the bad stuff because i dont want this blog to be like that. so lets just say last week was horrible...


end of story.


the weekend was amazing though. caught up with the besty on friday, got a hair cut saturday AND went to clown town [aka circus], and sunday was just a relaxing day.
i hadent seen Courtney in a week and it was awesome to just hang out at the park on a semi nice day making shanks! yes were quite aware that were weird. saturday we went to our hair stylist's new salon to get some hair chopped off. mine isnt that much different but people can tell i had it cut. Courtney's on the other hand is quite the dramatic change. she cut about 7-8 inches off. and it looks amazing! now i just need to convince her to dye it an awesome semi bright red, and were all set. lol. the circus was fab. i havent been to the circus in a really long time. i think i was 6 the last time i was there. the ride there was squished but oh well. it was fun. i really wanted a picture with a clown and i got two! one with Jordan [a weird 2 year old] and one with Courtney and Allison [an awesome friend]. sunday i slept until like 4, and then i went over to Melinda's and we just hung out all day. i finally watched Enchanted. good movie. its like all the best fairy tales wrapped into one awesome modern one.


that was written yesterday.
this is today...


yesterday was hilarious. after school me and Court hung out at the park for a few hours. then we walked up to my house where we hung out outside. then because there was nothing else to really do. i had my mom drop us off at Fashion Bug and Catherines.
oh. my. god.
funniest day of my life lately. i tried on a goth dress and Court tried on a tropical dress. totally opposite!
it was a knee-slapping, turning an unknown shade of red kind of funny!

there are 11 days until my birthday! im wicked pumped. not everything is going my way, but im taking this as a life lesson. life isnt going to go your way 100% of the time so you have to deal with it. i dont normally deal with it. so its hard for me but its good for me in the same way. were getting the stuff to make the boys of Honor Bright cookies this week. and were getting my hair dye. i finally decided what im going to do. either all blue or all purple [depending on which color is brighter] with a pink streak in the bangs. its cheaper this way. the Honor Bright show is on sunday. should be a blasty-blast! they never let me down.
except for that one time.
but it wasnt there fault. lol.
i havent seen them in at least 2 months, hence the cookies. but in a way im not looking forward to it, only because i want to look cute and i dont think im going to. sounds really petty but its the truth. i always try to look nice at a show. and because im considering this as my birthday show i want to look extra nice. but because were really tight on money i highly doubt its going to happen. :-(
oh well. even if i dont look how i want, its going to be awesome!








these shoes are amazing and i want them!







i'll change that station
light it up like the 4th of july
its me, im caller fifteen
time to play my last request

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