ive missed you my dear
wow its been awhile. ive gone crazy not being able to blog. i feel better now. first id like to say something that i neglected to say in the last blog that i got to smack Zak across his face which was one of the best moments in my life!so ive been sick all vacation which has sucked! but its been good. saturday was my birthday as you all probably know. im finally the amazing one-eight! its funny because an old friend called and asked if i felt different and this birthday i did. and it was amazing. i had my tattoo which i got to sign the papers for, i got to sign my discharge papers at the hospital. little things like that amaze me. and it kills my mom. her baby has grown up and i dont think shes really come to terms with it. i have though. haha.
my birthday was incredible by the way. i cried at the end of the night it was that great. i had IHOP at 7 in the morning then got ready for my tattoo appointment.
that in itself was amazing. Ricky took Courtneys scetch and made it more awesome then it started as. its the size of my forearm but its not huge which is good. and its pretty. girly yet not to girly. Ryan loves it. i had Court get his number so i can send a picture to him. its only a matter of time before the rest of the guys see it [if they havnet already!] hopefully ill have a picture of it up tomorrow. after my birthday we went shopping for some clothes for South Carolina. then Courtney, Allison and i went to the mall for a movie. we found Zak in the foodcourt which was histarical because he was in his Circuit City uniform and we made fun of his "fresh to death slacks" he then proceded to rip my 5 dollar bill because he tried to compete with my money snatching skills!
it then got better. much better. all of a sudden out of nowhere Matt from Holding Solace came out of nowhere. we talked for half a second before he practically ran to Taco Bell! after he got his mexican fix he came over and grabbed my arm to see the tattoo and then because hes Matt he pretended to be jealous! oh Matt, your awesome!
once Zak left we ate then went to the movies where i had a very nice nap. haha. after the movie we went and stalked Matt at Hot Topic. which was awesome! we hung out for a bit before we had to leave and i got a birthday hug even though i told him to kick Courtney in the face! OHH!
so that was basically my birthday! at the end of the day i cried because even though it wasnt the exact way i wanted it to be it was pretty fab. ill always look back on this as the best birthday ever.
sunday my mom and i got a tattoo together. its gorgeous! its a dragon fly with 3 stars. i love it. and my mom has the exact same one! its like a mother/daughter thing. so basically about the whole hospital thing, because i know you all are wondering abot it. after my Honor Bright tattoo, it was really flippen red. well Kim my other tattoo artist said that it looked like celulitus and that if it got worse to go to the hospital. so thats exactly what i did. it turned out to be bad brusing but im glad i went just to be on the safe side.
right now im tired as hell and theres like 20-25 minutes left of class. im supposed to go help Debbie make mine and Courts shirts for friday. but im way to tired. and besides Debbie will have her son and daughter-in-law and possible nephew and neice to help. she doesnt need Court and i. right?
im listening to California. their amazing. check em out!
well this blog is long enough so i wont torture you anymore. heres some pics of me and the guys. and just me for your enjoyment.
eww.

Curt [drummer, vocals, quirky awesome guy] and i

Liam [lead vocals, skinnest man you'll ever meet] and i

Ryan [guitar, vocals, the only guy that will ever exist with amazingly beautiful 3-week old unwashed hair] and i

Timmy [guitar, vocals, and possible pedo? JK TIMMY!] and i

Tone [bass, vocals, a great man with few words] and i

me with my very first copy of Honor Brights first full length cd "Build Hearts from Stars"

simply me

with my amazing sunglasses!
i want somebody special to read my blogs and leave comments like he does for her :o(
does that make me jealous??