life's been topsy-turvy without you around
i havent blogged in a longlonglong time. it feels good to be able to blog again. if only for a few minutes.im at Courtneys house and we had a little HBonTRL party.
yupp thats right. Honor Bright was on TRL today at 3. i am so proud of those boys. so much is happening for them and its good. i hope they dont change though. it would suck if they did.
so alot has happened while ive been away. i stopped talking to Melinda and them for good this time. i hung out with Dollface. stopped talking to him. went to the movies a few times. didnt go to school. its been very hectic and boring.
lets start from the beginning..
basically if you read my blog you know i cant really stand Melinda and her family but i tollerated them because of my mom. well we stopped talking a few weeks ago. it was all very childish really. she reduced to calling me names and being very rude i must say. my mom got pissed because i posted a bulletined about them. to me it was sort of histaricall. i really can not stand that family. my mom can, how she does it i will never know.
what i hate though is my moms trying to get me to be with them. like when she went to Old Forge with them, she wanted me to go but i didnt want to be anywhere around them. so i got a peircing instead.
the other side of my lip! my snakebites are complete!!
anyways, now she wants to know if i want to go with her to the races.. um no thanks mom.
so on sunday the 19th i went to movies with Dollface who ican now publicaly use his name.. its Tom. we went to the movies and saw Wanted. it was actally really fun. hes cute and funny and nice. he held my hand. and laughed at me when i got scared. not cool. but then again, like everything in my life it because drama and fucked up. i found out he was texting Erin [ex and my friend, the one who i met him through]. and needless to say i wasnt happy. i mean he can text whoever he wants. its not like we were dating but he was talking to me and trying to talk to her again. not cool dude. especially if your trying to do that with Erin because she tells everyone everything. needless to say, we argued and not we dont talk. kinda bummed i have to admit.. i liked him and thought it would work out. but im glad i dont have to deal with the whole secretive-ness anymore.
Court and i went and saw The Dark Knight. im kind of obsessed with Batman now. i want a Batman tattoo!!! the movie is amazing. i want to see it again!!
about school.. i think im going to get my GED. school's just really tough for me this year, and i havent been going to summer school like i should. so if i can go next year. id have 3 gyms, 2 sciences, 2 social studies, and 2 englishs. not cool. im going to look into it.. talk to my guiedence counceler. think a little bit.
my whole thing is, i dont want to drop out and regret it down the road. and i dont want o disappoint my mom and courtney. their the only two people that mean the most to me and it sucks to disappoint them.
but i have to do whats right for me....
i went down to CNY Works the other day. the guy down there knows my mom so hes going to try and help me out.. maybe with a clerical job. but i just found out that Byrne Dairy is going to be firing this chick, and we know the girls down there really well. so if i fill out the application and give it to the one girl, she'll give it to her sister whos the manager and ill have a job. hopefuly. yay!!
okay everybodys here now and its time to mingle. i love that word. hopefuly my internet will be on soon so i can blog daily!!
straightedge.