i feel like death has swallowed me whole
my weekend post is finally up. it was two weekends ago but whatever. i hope you enjoy reading it.i dont want to be in school today but i am. yay for me!
im so sick its not even funny. my throat is constantly dry and hurting. ive been sneezy and &%$@!()*?<> for almost a week. this is not fun.
so this past weekend was horrible.
saturday was supposed to be fun. what a joke that turned out to be. courtney and i went to super gnarly fest. that was such a waste of money. im kinda pissed off about it.
i dont want to get into details because it'll probably make me mad again. and i do not want that. needless to say, there will be a talk soon.
schools going okay. i had a talk with steven about my fears about it. im scared ill do really good and get everyone proud of me and then i'll fuck up. thats just what i do. and its hard to get out of that thinking.
but he told me he used to be like that and that he still is a little bit. so im going to do like steven and think positive. not sure how good its going to work though.
i might be moving. well im pretty positive i will be moving.
i didnt really want to in the beginning but now im kind of looking forward to it. it will be a new start for my mom and i.
i already have plans for my room.
electric blue, white, and black=amazing!
im just really pissed off at the allens. the way their going about this whole this is pretty shitty considering they call us "family"..
im through with them. ches found a place on hamilton that i want to look at. its a 3 bedroom downstairs flat. it sounds pretty cool. still close to friends and still in fowlers district. now i just need to see what the rent is and if they accept pets.
today after school i think im going to the mall to get my kat von d poster. this poster had me jizzing like CRAZ-AY in the store saturday night. its fucking gorgeous. 4th block bell just went off so i have to go.
more tomorrow<3
and if i had something to say to you i'd whisper it softly,
kiss you on your rosey lips and never let you off me.
shiver on your roof and see your face lit by starlight,
hold you through the night and watch that colorado sunrise.
straightedge.