"they're going to love you, irene"
okay so i finished my other poem.here it is..
Present/Future
by irenejayne
I am a different person
yet still the same.
I am an adult
with a child's heart.
I am a human canvas
my artwork speaks to the world.
I've got the straightedge
it spreads through me,
like smallpox in in the colonies.
I've got pride, I've got choices.
I am genuine, phenomenal, and optimistic.
I am cynical, typical, and overbearing.
I am a struggling senior
whose cap and gown dream seems light years away.
I will be a magician,
turning ugly to beautiful.
I am going to be a writer
whose works of love, mystery, and horror will be adored by all.
I will be me
for now and eternity.
so theres that one. what do you think? id like some honest opinions.
so i just got interviewed by a reporter from the post standard. it was pretty nifty. she asked me questions about the MLAB thing were doing in english. its an RV thing that comes to our school ever tuesday. its got computers and cameras and everything tech on it. our class and the photography class are the only classes doing it. im excited. i cant wait for the paper to come out now.
andrew isnt in school today. it kind of irritates me because its only the first week of school. i know he said he wasnt feeling good yesterday but still. its only for a few hours, he can suck it up. i mean im in school. now thats surprising. i dont think ive ever gone the whole first week. but here i am, its friday and im here.
[this little part goes to everyone that thought i wouldnt succeed,
im hear to prove you wrong. so when i do.. go eat your words and fuck yourself!!]
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anywho.. saturday there might be a dinner party. not sure yet. if there is, i have to clean the house. i have no food though, so there might not be dinner.. dont ask.
oh and courtney, i am not popular. so its not sickening..
im just known by all, and everyone loves me. and its great!
okay i might update later.. i mean it is only 9:16 am. nothing really exciting has happened. except the whole getting interviewed thing..
i didn't mean to be so forward
there are some things you should know:
he loves you like a truck stop screw
when you're alone he adores me
you'd best get it straight, say it.
when you're all dressed you just bore me
this is what perfection looks like..
learn it, live it, love it.
straightedge.