drink up beautiful
I spiked your cup with angst, and a heart attack.I've got so much trapped and it's all because of you.
So i figured you might like some back;
ive listened to that song a million times already.
its just love <3
sunday i went apple picking with my mom. what can i say.. it was so much fun. i am possibly the weirdest teenager ever. i like apple picking and going to bingo. and id rather bake then go to the mall. oh well. im loved.
i picked an apple for both steven and weston. westons apple was cosiderably larger then stevens but stevens was prettier :D
after we left the apple farm we went to rite aid to see steven. i gave him his apple and he told me he didnt want it. what a cuntpocket.
he tells me he ate it, should i believe him!?
yesterday was my first day of afternoon school english 12. i have to say, im pretty pumped for this class. the kids in there are all pretty chill and the teachers great so it should be fun. im not looking forward to government though.
so last night after i got home i called ches to have a little chat. well long story short she basically starts to have a panic attack because of what her boyfriend michael was doing. i kind of flipped. the shit that kid does to her is so fucking wrong.
you dont understand francesca. she is possibly the most genuine, beautiful, and real person i have ever met. and michael is taking that away from her. in my opinion he does not love her like he says he does, he uses her for some sort of image. maybe he wants to love her but because he is such a douchebag, the ice around his heart wont let him.
and the pain shes in.. it hurts to watch it.
so i said something to him.
well he didnt really like being called out on. so he starts arguing with me. of course he does. but then because hes only focused on himself he started bringing up other shit. such as me graduating and steven being a "butt pirate".. dude we were talking about how you treat ches. how does me graduating have anything to do with that!?
i dont know. i dont think he does either to be honest.
whatever, i said my peice. i just hope francesca is still allowed to talk to me.
yeah it sounds like bullshit because it is!
wednesday is movie day with weston, steven, walter, dannie, brandon, and francesca if she can still go that is. ugh! that little ordeal is so annoying.
anyways.. i guess justin from the doppler effect got kicked out because he was sent to jail!? yeah i have no idea. im trying to find out but its not really working..
okay im going to start working on a powerpoint slideshow for the day of silence. yes i know its not until april but whatever. i need to present it to levin and student leadership so i can get some feedback on what i want to plan. and i think that if i have a little bit of an example, they'll be more for it.
turns out today im playing the bad guy
but ill consider doign something good
if it fits my agenda
because i dont have tiem to think about you
i dont have time to worry about you
straightedge.