i have just had one of the worst days everr
so i wanted to talk about my weekend..friday was my dinner party and homecoming. i didnt go to school which pissed me off. it fucked up my record. steven won homecoming king. i am so proud of him. he never came to the dinner party because he had the dance and such. let me talk about that for a minute. turns out steven was mad at me because none of his friends went to the dance and supported him. and i know hes going to read this at some point but i dont really care. this is my blog so im going to say what i feel.
when i read his message saying "yeah actually" to my question of him being mad at me..i just lost it. i never would have thought steven would be mad at me. ever. and it was weird. i really didnt know what to think. all i needed to know was why. turns out he was disappointed that none of his friends went to support him on his special day. and trust me i would have been there. it was killing me that i wasnt even in school to see his expression when his name was announced. i will never let myself forget that. while talking to ches about it i started crying. lame right? needless to say, everything is patched up between us. about that at least.
you see, francesca and i planned this little "party" for steven and walter because walter won homecoming prince for the junior class and apparently he felt the same as steven. so we made this corny sign on saturday and ches made necklaces for them and we were going to hang out today after school. only they didnt know that. steven thinks that him and i were going to go to the movies. and walter thinks that he has to help ches' mom. well steven had to cancel which pissed me off today. it just put me in a bad mood for the rest of the day. he needed to stay after and help with the play which is cool. but he should have told me when i asked him what he was doing on monday.
i know what we were planning on doing is extremely corny but it would have been fun.
anyways, let me get on to some happier topics. the dinner party was fun. i got to actually hang out with carolynn. she is such an amazing person. weston tried break dancing. it was pretty funny. i have a bunch of pictures that will be up soon. hopefully. we hate and talked and laughed and at the end of the night went to rojis. yes i know im obsessed with that place. whatever! its delicious and i love it there. by the end of the night weston went home with my pink converse. and ellie says "it hurts to be hurt by hurt :'["
saturday was sort of boring. we went to my grandparents house for lunch and hung out there a bit. then once we got home debbie took me to scarab to see ricky and get a ticket for ellie. ill get to that in a few..
sunday i hung out with my mom all morning. we drove to brewerton to look for a bakery, ended up at a pet store where we bought a bird! its a parakeet. and a tinyy one at that. i named him King Steven because he's gorgeous and tiny just like the human steven. and then later went to kmart and shopped where i got this amazing beatles poster. im hanging it up today.
i am so excited for halloween..
hanging out with my best friends while rocking out to some of the most amazing tunes everr!
then rojis after that.. then a slumber party!
how exciting :D
that whole weekend will be pretty intense. i am the avalance and the doppler effect on friday. honor bright and fazeshift on saturday. and my tattoo on sunday. ill get more into that tomorrow. i dont have the time noww...
and were running out of time baby
so lets hold hands
and run across the milky way
until were breathless and careless
straightedge.