irenejayne.

dancing in a minefield

This train it goes this way, tonight we can't go back

Its all that I can wait for,

While I was standing here, you took your high heels off

And let the sun sink in, and kick it back

Leave all your mores behind,

'cause we will party from the inside

don't check that watch you're here to stay

and we will dance and dance and dance the night away

(do do do do)

And we were dropping bombs with our sneakers on,

and we were dancing in a minefield with a bottle of Whiskey.

'Cause you can't tell us what to do.

And we were winning the war with a lighter and a peace pipe.

And through the barricades they'll push their hate.

We were makin' noise with electric toys, and there were boys kissing boys at the moment when the cops came

They said hey, we won't run away.

And they pushed us back, and we pushed them back yea we held our ground in their morality police state.

Kick us out and we'll be back again, tonight if not today.

The Girls looked beautiful in blue.

One took my hand said I love you,

I know I'll never know your name,

Yea well its okay, we'll love for just today

We were dropping bombs with our sneakers on and we were dancing in a minefield with bottle of whiskey.

'Cause you can't you can't you can't tell us what to do!

And we were winning the war with a lighter and a peace pipe.

And we'll break it down, break it down,

break it down down Today!

I know we'll deal with it tomorrow.

We feel that its okay to question why

question why, yea question why this lifestyle defies

the meaning of life.

But not to us.

one of the greatest songs by the greatest bands ever.
its amazing what genius you can find on mtv reality shows!
that song is by a band called Plushgun from Brooklynn NY. their incredible and i <3 them.
court get the music now!!

anyways, let me talk about what i wanted to talk about yesterday but couldnt.
yesterday i come to melindas house and i notice that the baby wasnt there. let me just tell you about the baby really quick..
allesandra aka ally is 21 months old and is always at melindas house. her mom is a slut and doesnt know how to take care of her the right way. so melinda has her about 6 days a week. vanessa [allys mom] literally had her for one day and called melinda to come get her that night because she needed a break. she barely had her for 12 hours. melinda and her family talk so much shit about vanessa and how pathetic she is. yet when i came over yesterday melinda tells me she needed a break and she'll get her back tomorrow. doesnt that sound a little familier.
it really pissed me off. but theres nothing i can really do about it.
and then the thing about ally isnt really that big. shes living at melindas now. she was supposed to move in around june but i guess she moved in sooner than expected. shes already on my nerves. but again theres nothing i can really do about it.

so its offically 2009.
happy new year bithces!
this is my second edge new years. its a milestone! im sitting here with a bottle of sparkling grape juice and cup of raspberry tea.
life is pretty good.
i am kinda annoyed that melinda just offered me a wine cooler when she knows im straightedge. when i reminded her she basically brushed it off and said "its not like your getting shit faced"
okay true but its still fucking alcohal.
im going to stop talking about it before i really get heated.

so lets talk about resolutions.
i dont really have any besides graduating high school.
which i dont even think ill achieve. im failing everthing except government. pretty pathetic coming from a passing report card.
i will try my hardest to graduate though and if i dont i know that i tried.
i refuse to be a super senior so if i dont pass ill do the whole ged thing.
and if i do, ill know that at least i didnt drop out.
so lets all grab a glass. and toast a good luck to me graduating.
[i want everyone to know that i actually just took my bottle of grape juice and did a toast to myself!]
and on that note.
happy new year. be safe.
and lets make 09 fucking great!!