Tuesday, December 2, 2008 * 7:44 PM

i like onion bootayy!

fazeshift=love!
i do absolutely love them. there all really really good guys and there music is insane!
i got to see them saturday for the third time! and of course they didnt let down. it was there christmas ep release show. i got it. its amazing! my mom even loves it! court and i hung outside for a bit because both of us hate this changes everything. joey came up behind me and scared me! how rude!
it was nice to hang out with court. we talked about her birthday and what tattoos were going to get. i think were both still a little unsure. it'll work out though. onve my mom picked us up we picked andrew up and went to my house for dinner. after bringing them home i went to melindas. im starting to like it here again.
and im finally starting to realize what good people they are. they really would do anything for anybody, even if they hated them. their the most kind people ive ever met. and im glad i know them.

sunday was uneventful.

monday however was amazing!! i got to see forever the sickest kids for the first time everr! i met up with brandon, caitlin, deasia, zak, and my mom surprisingly!! it was just a really chill time hanging out with cool ass people. honor bright was amazing as always. museums was pretty snazzy too. and the surprise of the night, the morning light was incredible. i love there sound. ftsk was of course great. they put on a really good show. im in love with austin now. hes so cute and funny on stage. at one point he was growling! at the end of there set they went to there merch table to get pictures with fans and shit like that. i got a picture with jonathon, marc, kent, and austin. i was hunting austin down man. finally zak found him and i got my picture.
once we were kicked out, dee and i went to alto cinco and got jones soda. waiting outside i saw trevor. ive missed that guy. we talked throughout like the whole night. he tried my jones soda. which he loved. and we took a picture.
its sexy.
its my new default :)




today was my first day back to school. it was horrible. i could not stop coughing the whole time. i got sick in a garbage can. and when my mom came to get me i got sick several times. its horrible. i went home and fell asleep and slept until 6:30. then mom and i went to pick up melinda to go to michelle and jasons house for dinner. it was fun. i got to hold the puppy for a million years and the tacos were flippin delish for some reason. then we talked about puppys, fish, and snakes.
check this out.. melinda said if i can start taking better care of penelope its a possibility that i can get a snake. dont get me wrong, penelope is well taken care of. my moms the one that feeds her and everything. i have a problem with that. i take care of them for a few months then leave it to my mom. i really should do better. because once i get a place of my own, my moms not going to be there. hopefully this all works out because ive wanted a snake for a really really really really really really really really really really long time. i want a corn snake and i want to either name it daphne or spanky! amazing names right!?!?!

can i tell you a secret?
you cant tell anyone okay?
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i have to pee!
really fucking badly!!
debbie needs to hurry up with the bathroom before i explode!

ohmygod! you have no idea how much better that feels!
so because courtney and i arent going to prom anymore, we want to throw a prom themed show. i personally think its an amazing idea. i still get to get a dress but i get to do something so much more fun than getting down with niggers and spics! id want honor bright, the doppler effect, fazeshift, dot dot curve, and team goldie to play. that to me is probably one of the best lineups everr! its still in the talking stage with both parents, but i see it happening.
















your such a flirt
to every guy that you meet
and why is purity so beautiful to me
a filthy rag, a dirty whore i have been
captivated as the prisoner of my sin