nobody blogs anymore
just me.and steven every once in a while!
theres nothing to say really.. but i felt like posting.
stupid i know.
im going with my dad tomorrow.
ill drive and maybe lunch will be involved.
i know a talk about my school situation is going to happen.
sort of dredding that but it was my idea.. i must live with it.
lately the idea of meat is bothering me.
well.. more like disgusting me.
im going to try being a vegitarian.. only the kind where i can eat fish. cause i love fish.
and the thought of fish doesnt bother me.
theres a name for it but i dont know how to spell it and i dont feel like looking it up.
melinda has it in her mind that i wont be able to do it because of the fact that i wont be able to give up milk and cheese and such..
little does she know that, that is veganism.. not vegitarianism.
silly girl.
if i havent mentioned this before.
im WICKED excited for sunday.
i need it.
and i need tea and a hangout wiff the crewww!
okay done.
ps-i look sick nastyyyy!
i got haterssss!
Tuesday, February 24, 2009 * 9:59 AM
adickinmahbush!
so im in class.. i just filled out a bunch of paperwork to take the test next month!im wicked excited. after failing the math portion of the practice test i got really defeated and thought id fail completely.
after break i took the math part again and got a 10.2! which was a huge difference compared to my original 8.2! needless to say i was pretty stoked.
the test is march 17th and 18th.
and i will pass that shit!
so im pretty stoked about this weekend. originally i was going to dye/cut my hair on saturday but once finding out about another upcoming show.. i made the tough decision to put off my hair in order to go to these shows.
lemme break em down to ya!
sunday march 1st- fazeshift and mae!
friday march 6th- fazeshift and the dangerous summer!
sunday march 8th- we the kings and the doppler effect!
saturday march 21st- fazeshift, honor bright, jacksons kid summer, lacerda, and LIGHTS OUT DANCING!!!
wootwoot! im so pumped! i wish they were a little more spaced out but oh well. my moms not to happy about it but who cares. i havent been to a show since december 1st. okay wait.. thats a lie. i went to 2 shows in january with weston and alicia. but it really has been awhile and ive been doing chores and such to get the money.
the difference this time is that i want merch shirts. especially from those bands that arent local to syracuse. the syracuse bands i can wait for.
sarahs coming to the show with me on sunday. shes pretty excited. she likes fazeshift so she'll definitly like mae.
she met josh last night when he came to the house to give me tickets to the show.
it was hysterical! he almost slipped getting up the stairs and almost slipped leaving. i told him he was dangerous!
as soon as he walked in he was like "do i smell burnt brownies!?"
asshole.
yes, i made brownies. yes, they burnt.
we talked about tattoos and state troopers.
and we laughed.
alot.
hahaha.
im just really excited for sunday, if you couldnt already tell!!
so i might have mentioned this already but ive been talking to tom alot lately. i dont know what to do because i really do like him.. and it seems he likes me back. im supposed to be going over to his house to hang for a bit today but im not. maybe next tuesday.
i cant help but be nervous. i dont know why. maybe its because i really like him. maybe its because.. i dont know.
hopefully this can go somewhere this time.
so im going to jump back to the school topic quick.
ive been putting some serious thought into going into massage therapy. i think id be really good at it. i just did a wee bit of research. ill do more at melindas house. but i found the school here in syracuse. its the Onondaga School of Therapeutic Massage.
i just realized the word rape is in therapeutic! sweet!
it seems like a really good school. ill message timmy about it cause i think he went there. and when i see him on the 21st ill talk to him about it before i make a final decision.
while doing my research i did find out that its 12,000 for 6 months. i think that if i end up going there ill do the 16 month thing because ill get way more time to study and learn then i would in 6 months.
and for 12,000 dollars i better learn some good shit!
im starting to learn that certain things need to be taken slow. especially when your paying 12 grand for it!
i might do it though.. and maybe sarah can do it with me cause i guess she was going to learn massage therapy to begin with.
and you know the great part? the 16 month program is the night program. so i can have a job during the day then study at night. i think its a pretty swell idea.
class is over and im done anyways.
peace out niggahhh!
Friday, February 20, 2009 * 9:39 PM
hold your head up, kid
things will be okay.so im not going to post a super long post. i just want to address a few topics.
first and foremost.. i want to be a child again. i dont want to have to worry about things like passing tests and getting into college.
i want my worries to be on barbie and kens relationship.. and will little foot and his dino buddies ever make it to the great valley.
life as an adult is just to hard sometimes. and im learning how hard it can get.
a good friend of mine has just lost his father. 4 years ago he lost his mother.
at the age of 23 he in an orphan is several aspects.
but if you ask him he's got it made. the greatest friends. an amazing job. a band that makes his worries dissapear. and the ever present love from god.
i think im finally starting to realize this whole god thing.
then again i might not.
im not sure. i have to figure it all out.
but josh, know that i will be here for you.. whenever you need me.
im just a text message away brotha!
im getting my hair cut and im dying my hair again. i cant wait.. sarahs helping me.
i also cant wait for tomorrow. im making the most delicious dinner.
lemon pepper chicken
garlic asparagas
pinenut couscous
be jealous!
okay im out!
Monday, February 16, 2009 * 8:27 PM
acoustic songs make me smile
so really quickly before i forget..courtney, can you do a few things for me?
i need 2 banners made for the street team.
BECAUSE STEVEN HASNT MADE THEM FOR ME YETTT!
i hope you feel bad now :)
anywhoooo, can you make the two banners?
i would like one to say
"wanna be a shifter?"
"join fazeshifts official streetteam!"
then have it say the myspace url
id like it to be the size of there baner on my page. and id like it to blink slow so you can see the words and everythannng!
the other one i dont really care about. use your imagination on it!
:)
let me know if you can do it!
so guess what folks? allyson is back.
annoying right?
its really fucking annoying especially when melinda says over and over how she hates liers and all his jazz. but she allows allyson to lie.
and apparently allyson went and fucked this kid named dan. the same kid that melinda said she couldnt see which resulted in allyson moving out.
shes a slut and i hate her.
i forgot to call anoplate today. i have to call tomorrow. i guess richard asked today and they said no. oops. i hope i get the job. it would be great.
right down the street.. and MONAYYYY!
ill finally be able to do shit.
okay this blog as no purpose anymore.
oh wait! i just wanted to say to steven that im really happy for you.
for finally being with walter.. and seeing how happy you are with him. and for getting into caz and lemoyne!
you make me so proud!
okay blog ended.
Thursday, February 12, 2009 * 11:30 PM
"isnt a saw what you put nails in a wall with?"
so i havent posted in like a week.where does the time go!?
the movie was fantabulous! we all loved it! i think we all loved the glasses more though :)
brandon and i got chinese to take into the theatre because we were starving! but he was being a bitch and literally wouldnt eat untill i did.
he kept on asking me when i was going to eat!
and then at one point sarah and i look over and see him bending over to see something on the ground. we thought he was eating his food.
we basically couldnt stop laughing.
when i finally did start eating i think everyone in the theatre heard him say
"irene's eating her food!"
it was pretty funny.
after the movie we hung out by the carousel until my mom picked us up.
my mom and i got into a major fight before she dropped us off. im not going to get into it though. its late and im tired.
but i will say we got into another huge arguement and i almost went and stayed with ches.
yeah, it was that bad.
but everythings fine now.
so we get to rojis. and we wait for steven to get there. once steven got there it seemed like the party got started. i am not exaggerating when i say this.. we did not stop laughing from the time we got there until the time we left.
jokes about grass with wheels, saws putting nails into a wall, brandon being stupid for someone whos so smart, and chinese guys taking pictures of me!
the night couldnt have gotten any better.
i told walter that im going to get a portrait of him with the words "ride em sparkles" on it.
i mean it. hopefully this whole job at anoplate works out and i can save some money to get all these great tattoos im coming up with!
ill get into one of them in a bit.
after getting home, sarah and i passed out. we were pretty exhausted.
so really quickly about the streetteam.. i havent worked on it at all. basically because i havent had computer access. i feel so bad because i want this to work. badly. i need internet so bad at my house so i can work on it 24 hours a day.
to be honest i have a fear that it'll fail. not because im not working on it. im going to start this weekend. but because fazeshift doesnt have that big of a following. and i hate to compare them to honor bright but i cant help it. hb has this huge fan base. and dedicated members of there st. their shows are always packed and kids cant help but sing along and dance. ive only seen fazeshift twice but it seemed the only fans were family members and me.
whats a girl to do???
i dont want to disappoint the guys :(
speaking of fazeshift! i cant wait to see them again. they have a show on the 1st. and im meeting up with the guys on the 28th to talk streetteam shit and to get tickets for the 1st. sarahs going with me because she wants to meet them.
i still dont know where were meeting and i havent told my mom.
uh-oh.
anddddddddddddd possibly the greatest news evaaaa!
theres a show on the 21st of march at the lost horizen. whos playing you ask??????
get ready to pee yourself..
Fazeshift
Honor Bright
Lacerda
Jacksons Kid Summer
and
LIGHTS OUT DANCING!!
woot-woot! im soooo excited! a bunch of us are going [meaning the usual crew!]
i love how i can say i have a crew :)
im pretty stoked. i <333333 lights out dancing!
okay because i am exhausted and i have to get to sleep for class tomorrow.
let me throw my tattoo idea out there..
a half sleeve [on my right upper arm] of toys.
specifically toys from the 90s.. or toys that i played with as a child.
i know for sure that i want hungry hungry hippos, mr. potato head, my little pony, and polly pocket. i have to find some more and i have to put them together in a way that will look fantastic.
and this idea just popped into my head! it looks a little iffy in my head. ill have to see how good it looks on paper.
i want it to say "those were the days". i know that fershure. but maybe it could be on like a gameboard tile. like the spaces you have to move?
i dont know.. again it looks a little iffy in my skull.
all i know is that it'll be colorful and amazing.
ive had this idea floating around in my head for weeks. i just havent really told anybody.
let me know what you think..
okay so im tired. back hurts. and im hot.
its time for sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!
Friday, February 6, 2009 * 9:38 PM
damnn gurl! yo booty fyneee!
i dont know where that title came from.. maybe because im a pervert and asses are pretty sweet!so i know this is completely random but i really want to talk about.
that'll probably be my whole blog.. because i dont really feel like writing.
oh well.
so last night i was flipping through the channels when i came accross something called Middle School Confessions.
it was this documentary about 8th graders going through adult things.. like coming out to parents/friends, dealing with depression, and alcohol use.
basically the thing that irritated me was when it got to the alcohal part.
this group of 8th grade friends decided to try some booze. no problem. everyone wants to try it at some point. especially kids.
they somehow think its mature and cool for them to drink.
and thats exactly what this girl said. can someone say pathetic.
she actually said "when i drink i think it makes me look more mature and cool"
yeah well, when someone sees a 13 year old drink, they look pretty IMmature to me.
thats all i really wanted to talk about on that.
it really sickens me that kids think its cool these days to smoke pot and play drinking games. they think its mature but really.. its not. they think they look grown and cool when really its the complete opposite.
on to something maybe a little bit sadder. i had to retake this practice test thing for the ged. i need an 8.9 on it.. i got an 8.2.
if i would have gotten 6 more questions right i would have passed.
i cried while on the phone with melinda. this is the sort of thing that gets me down and thinking im stupid when i know im not.
6 MORE FUCKING QUESTIONS!
and id be able to take the test on the 24th.
UGHHH!
he said that he might be able to save a spot for me, i hope he can.
now on to happier things.
tomorrow is the day that i need. a good old fashioned hangout with some of the greastest kids i know.
ches, brandon, sarah, steven, and walter.
i <3 those kids and always will.
were going to the movies first. to see coraline in 3d! i want those cool 3d glasses more then i want to see the movie! i might buy a pair for steven. that way we all have a pair. then we can take a picture and it will be amazing and gorgeous.
cause lets just face it.. were all pretty fly for white people!
except ches.. shes portuguesean! :)
then were heading to rojis. i already know what im ordering..
check it!
peppermint tea
mini chocolate cupcakes
rice balls
and to goooooo.. a kiwi strawberry milk bubble tea with extra bubbles!
it'll be like 20 bucks.. or less. anywho, tomorrow will be amazing and i cant wait!
OH! i taught ally how to count today. well sorta.. she can saw 2 and 3.. she can really say 2. i think its her favorite. she has some trouble with 1 4 and 5. but shes getting better. we called steven and she counted for him. he was "aww"ing the whole time!
okay my back hurts!
stop bending over then bitch!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
oh and goose scratched me.. on my neck.
some nigger kid asked if im a cutter today.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Tuesday, February 3, 2009 * 8:04 PM
norman gentle is my hero :)
not really much to blog about.i cried too :) so its okay.
and ill miss you too.
im hoping you still want to be friends.. even if its not the way it used to be.
i dont want to lose your friendship completely.
and i still want you to be apart of the streetteam.
let me know.
and i hope everything with cali works out for you.
if you ever run into kat, let her know i want her children :)
i need a hangout with the besties.. and some tea.
more then ever.
Sunday, February 1, 2009 * 7:45 PM
i think im on drugs
im finding the stupidest shit funny.have you ever seen a comercial that was just wicked dumb.. and shouldnt have been made.
i just saw it.
for match.com!
SOOO in reply to you..
here's what you said in a bulletin..
facing the harsh truth that i'm on the verge of having no one.
we're lying to each other if we still call ourselves best friends.
i've always known that term was overated,
but you've always given me hope that it wasn't.
we're clearly heading in two different directions
and it's killing me to just sit here and pretend it's not happening.
it was good times in the beginning,
but when it's done it's done.
lately i've felt like every other person in your life can be penciled in,
except me.
and now i don't even have the balls to tell you this personally.
i'm a fucking coward
and was a shitty friend.
here's to solitude.
first you were not a shitty friend. let me make that known.
your very correct on us heading in different directions. it would have happened sooner but i stayed in school for you. i dont know if you realize that or not. i stayed so you would have a friend there because you never wanted to open up and talk to anyone.
and about "penciling you in".. ive tried. maybe not hard enough but when have you called and said "hey irene, lets hang out on such and such day.."
you havent.
and yeah a few times ive had to cancel. but what i had to cancel for was important if not necessary.
im sorry my mom doesnt want to keep getting you, and im sorry your mom wont bring you over. and im sorry i hang out with people. its more convenient when a friend lives right up the street or has a car.
maybe we are done. maybe we have been for awhile.. neither one of us not wanting to officially end it.
this is going to sound like were a bitter couple.. but are we over?
your a cool girl court, you really are. and i love hanging with you when we do hang.
but we have to face it, we've both changed.
me for the better.. you im not so sure.
we never talk for me to know.
blog back and let me know.. and say anything else if you need to.
so last night was wicked fun with sarah and ches. together we spent almost 60 bucks at rojis! i never spend that much!
while sipping on tea and munching on goodies we played scrabble.
ches kicked our asses. big time.
once we left rojis we went to the fair so i could drive some. we would up leaving right when we got there because something was going on and i didnt want to hit any cars.
once getting to my house we realized that goose hadnt moved. i felt so bad. but ches got her to come out from where she was hiding and played with her a bit. after that she seemed to do good until the dogs tried killing her.
i didnt see it but i heard it was pretty bad :P
sarah wanted to do the ouija board. boy what a mistake.
that shit was freakkyyyyyyyyy! like it moved. no lie.
both sarah and i were barely touching the little triangle thing and it moved.
sarah asked it if anyone at her job liked her as more then a friend.
it moved to an R.. she freaked out before it finished. but we both know who it meant.
im really liking hanging with sarah again. we've both grown up. and im hoping we can get an apartment together. can someone say PARRRRRRRTAYYYYYZZZZ!!!!
so before i head out i wanted to talk about the 7th. i really dont think ive been this excited for anything.. well maybe my strip club birthday! im pretty stoked to see some tittiesssssss!
:PPPP :))))
but really, it'll be me, ches, brandon, sarah, and possibly walter! and then were picking steven up to go to rojis!
i want to buy scatergories and bring it to rojis. itll be sooooo much fun!!
well sarah and i are about to do a survey so im ending this
/endofblog
WAITTT! allyson doesnt live here anymore!!!
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!