i think im on drugs
im finding the stupidest shit funny.have you ever seen a comercial that was just wicked dumb.. and shouldnt have been made.
i just saw it.
for match.com!
SOOO in reply to you..
here's what you said in a bulletin..
facing the harsh truth that i'm on the verge of having no one.
we're lying to each other if we still call ourselves best friends.
i've always known that term was overated,
but you've always given me hope that it wasn't.
we're clearly heading in two different directions
and it's killing me to just sit here and pretend it's not happening.
it was good times in the beginning,
but when it's done it's done.
lately i've felt like every other person in your life can be penciled in,
except me.
and now i don't even have the balls to tell you this personally.
i'm a fucking coward
and was a shitty friend.
here's to solitude.
first you were not a shitty friend. let me make that known.
your very correct on us heading in different directions. it would have happened sooner but i stayed in school for you. i dont know if you realize that or not. i stayed so you would have a friend there because you never wanted to open up and talk to anyone.
and about "penciling you in".. ive tried. maybe not hard enough but when have you called and said "hey irene, lets hang out on such and such day.."
you havent.
and yeah a few times ive had to cancel. but what i had to cancel for was important if not necessary.
im sorry my mom doesnt want to keep getting you, and im sorry your mom wont bring you over. and im sorry i hang out with people. its more convenient when a friend lives right up the street or has a car.
maybe we are done. maybe we have been for awhile.. neither one of us not wanting to officially end it.
this is going to sound like were a bitter couple.. but are we over?
your a cool girl court, you really are. and i love hanging with you when we do hang.
but we have to face it, we've both changed.
me for the better.. you im not so sure.
we never talk for me to know.
blog back and let me know.. and say anything else if you need to.
so last night was wicked fun with sarah and ches. together we spent almost 60 bucks at rojis! i never spend that much!
while sipping on tea and munching on goodies we played scrabble.
ches kicked our asses. big time.
once we left rojis we went to the fair so i could drive some. we would up leaving right when we got there because something was going on and i didnt want to hit any cars.
once getting to my house we realized that goose hadnt moved. i felt so bad. but ches got her to come out from where she was hiding and played with her a bit. after that she seemed to do good until the dogs tried killing her.
i didnt see it but i heard it was pretty bad :P
sarah wanted to do the ouija board. boy what a mistake.
that shit was freakkyyyyyyyyy! like it moved. no lie.
both sarah and i were barely touching the little triangle thing and it moved.
sarah asked it if anyone at her job liked her as more then a friend.
it moved to an R.. she freaked out before it finished. but we both know who it meant.
im really liking hanging with sarah again. we've both grown up. and im hoping we can get an apartment together. can someone say PARRRRRRRTAYYYYYZZZZ!!!!
so before i head out i wanted to talk about the 7th. i really dont think ive been this excited for anything.. well maybe my strip club birthday! im pretty stoked to see some tittiesssssss!
:PPPP :))))
but really, it'll be me, ches, brandon, sarah, and possibly walter! and then were picking steven up to go to rojis!
i want to buy scatergories and bring it to rojis. itll be sooooo much fun!!
well sarah and i are about to do a survey so im ending this
/endofblog
WAITTT! allyson doesnt live here anymore!!!
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
straightedge.