green people are crazy
why do you think i hate you?i dont. i hope you know that.
and i miss you. i hope you realize that.
there really wont ever be anyone like you courtney.
yes, i want you to grow up and realize what a great person you can be if you open up.
you have so much potential.
theres days when i really want to call you and just talk about everything
but then theres days when i cant stand you..
but ill never hate you.
i save my hate for people like stacy :)
so ive had a sort of hectic week. i took my ged test tuesday and wednesday.
i was so upset tuesday. when the guy called time for the first section of the math i was only on question 16 out of 25. i started crying.
i know pathetic.
i just want this shit to be over and done with.
and ill most likely have to retake the math. i hope i dont have to retake anything else though.
wednesday went great. it was the reading and writing part and thats my strength.
now i just have to wait a few weeks to find out if i passed or not.
monday night i was sorta sleeping when reggie came to the house to get meat.
yeah i know.. weird.
well i couldnt really get back to sleep after that. my mom called to tell me that my food was done and she asked why danielle and everyone was sitting outside of the house.
like i would know!?
well i went outside and i was talking to them for a minute when all of a sudden the loudest most painful yelp filled the air.
a car had turned the corner and hit a puppy that came out of nowhere.
i turned around and saw her basically fly through the air. when she landed she was twitching uncontrollably. i ran down to my mom who informed debbie was calling 911. she told me to go get a blanket.
i ran back to the house and grabbed the first blanket i put my hands on.. it turned out to be the blanket melinda had made for me.
it was the saddest thing ive ever seen. the puppy was bleeding from her mouth and you could tell she was obviously in pain. the cops came and were complete assholes. it pretty much pissed everyone off.
but some lady that had stopped brought her to the animal emergancy hospital.
apparently the owners came and claimed the dog.
we still dont know if shes alive or dead.
ches and come down and didnt really know where i was. she saw my slippers which i had ran out of [its semi hard to run in slippers]. when i was walking across the street she came down and i immediatly started crying.
let me tell you.. ive never had a friend like francesca.
maybe its in her nature or maybe its because ive been there so many times for her. but she wrapped me in her arms and let me just cry on her shoulder.
it was so comforting yet so weird. again, ive never had a friend that let me cry on there shoulder.
so frankie casssssss i love you!
i know this blog is jumping around everywhere.. but i havent blogged in awhile.
sunday night weston, alicia, and i went out on a date. shes back on break from college and i missed her. we went to unique tea house because ive been dying to go.
it wasnt rojis so i wont ever love it the same.. but it is a nice place to switch to every now and then. after that we went to insomnia cookies! i was so excited!!
i saw them on Unwrapped and i just recently found out they have one in syracuse.
i basically flipppppped! and the cookies were insandeee!
there hot when still chewy!
oh gosh i want one nowwwww!
tomorrow is the lights out dancing showww! im so flippen excited! its going to be me, sarah, ches, and brandon at the show. and then after were picking steven and walter to go to unique tea house.
i am beyond excited for the show! and ill be up front for all the bands cause its a killer line up.
oh and im dying my hair tonight. i think im going to do a blue black. way way different for me. but i cant do orange until i get a job.
your probably thinking.. blue black is different for you when you do pink, orange, and blueee!?
well ive never done black and im wicked scared ill never be able to reverse it.
oh well. im all about different!
really quickly before i end this blog.
i watched this documentary on HBO called Death On A Factory Farm.
this private investigator went on a hog farm in ohio under accusations of animal abuse. the footage he got was so sick.
i dont understand how anyone could be that cruel.
and in the end the people that abused these poor pigs didnt get shit.
watching it has just made my decision of being vegetarian stronger.
i wont go back to meat for the sole perpose of what those animals had to go through to get on my plate.
well lovies, i have to go. im going to walmart to get hair dye and a white tee for tomorrow!
GREEN PEOPLE ARE CRAZY!!!
straightedge.