her muffin tasted like skittles!
this week started out so great.turned into shit.
but its going to end great.. this i know ferafact!
saturday melinda and allyson came over.. melinda's friend malieke came over. we played dice and cards.
he won all our money.. got drunk and rambled on about muffins.
i rambled on about nunga nungas!
later that night richard, jon, and will showed up.
sarah left at 4:30.. the rest of them left at 5. i was exhausted.
we all were.
sunday was amzing. first show in months. sarahs first show in general. and it was a fazeshift show!
we got there about 5:45 because it started at 8. we didnt get int until almost 7:00.
everyone was way annoyed and cold.
we met up with weston and carolynn. good times with those 2. eugene was there too. that was a little awkward.
but i sort of molested carolynn cause i havent seen her in years. and i sort of got molested by weston. i loved every second of it.
books in bathrooms, being a scary bitch, and making fun of fazeshift was amazing!
fazeshift was first. amazing as normal. i love those boys and i love them more because they played while being sick.
dedication is hawt!
we didnt really listen to the second band.. i forgot there name. oops.
mae was good but all there music sounded the same.
the video playing behind them was mesmorizing though. i couldnt stop staring at it.
after the show we all went to rojis where marissa made me a special bubble tea that will forever be known as the Marissa Bubble Tea!
orignal name i know.
so before i go any further.. ill get this over with.
i have a feeling i shouldnt say anything but because its my blog im going to.
courtney was at the show. and seeing her was great. i do miss her.
but it was so awkward.
im not one of those people that get shy around someone or feels awkward in certain situations.. but when i saw her and we were waiting in line it was so..
awkward.
sure ive been to shows without her.. but ive never been at one and not talked to her at all.. you know?
we went our seperate ways and that was it.
it was sort of like the icing on the cake, our endoffriendship was final.
it was weird.
okay now thats over with.
phew!
after we left rojis sarah and i went to mcdonalds then to christinas. seeing that girl was odd. i havent talked to her in ages and we just hung out for a few minutes.
i realized how much i have changed.
i mean she was feining for weed.. ive never smoked it.
shes not doing anything with her life.. i am.
she was pregnant.. i definitly wasnt.
again weird.
we were supposed to hangout yesterday.. i dont know what happened.
another person im not so sure about is tom. i have no idea whats going on with him.
it seems he wants to hang but then again it seems he doesnt.
he says he does and he says he wants to get to know me but hes not 100% ready for a relationship.
thats fine.. i know i am but toms a great guy that im willing to wait for.
that sounds so funny :P
okay so im totally looking forward to this weekend. tomorrow theres another show..
and were all going!
me, sarah, ches, steven, walter, and brandon!
its at funk n waffles and its fazeshift and the dangerous summer! i want a shirt from tds and a cd but i dont think ill be able to get that much money!
ill try!
saturday were having a cookout and some guys from anoplate are coming over for dice and cards.
and sunday theres another show!
the doppler effects cd release show!
im so fucking pumped!
then i just have to wait 2 weeks to see lights out dancing and honor bright!
oh gosh i love that whole lineup!
so im slowly working on the streetteam. right now im sending a message to all the members. i still need 2 banners!
if court doesnt do them im going to have to find someone to.
thats going to suck cause i dont know anybody elses work.
oh well.. ill have to wait and see.
speaking of art.. i finally decided what i want for the rest of my chest piece.
its a lyric from jacksons kid summer..
"i was a flower but i grew wild"
ill get "i was a flower" on the right side of my flower
and "but i grew wild" on the left
and all around it is going to be different flowers.
ive decided im going to do one for each of the people that have changed my life somehow.
these are the flowers i have so far..
yellow rose-my mom
orange hibiscus-melinda
white tulip-steven
bearded iris-ches
water lily-brandon
pink carnation-sarah
im going to have to talk to sarah about that flower!
haha.
im still waiting on walter and westons..
and then to sort of tie it all in ill have how ever many daisies. each representing a person.
and i just found out today that the daisy is my birth flower.. ive always loved daisies!
spooky i know.
this blog has gone on long enough..
ill end it now!
BTW STEVENS PEEN IS INCRED!!
straightedge.