Monday, March 9, 2009 * 9:49 AM

it takes the average person 7 minutes to fall asleep

why does it seem to be everyone else's responsibility to say hi to you?
didnt you and steven have a conversation about this awhile ago.. how he wouldnt talk to you unless you said hi first.
you should apply that to other people.
everyone is willing to be your friend still, you just dont talk to them.
ches told me that you sat at there lunch table one day and didnt say a word to them.. but you texted shawn the whole time.
it doesnt make sense.
steven just told me that he said hi to you today and you didnt respond.
your digging this grave yourself courtney.

on to happier topics! the show on friday was amazinggg!
so ive been to funk n waffles before, we all have.. except sarah.
but who actually pays attention on how to get there!
nobody.. except brandon.
we got there but it took forever.. we went in circles.
but then we couldnt find parking. it was insane.
once we got there we just hung around for a bit. as soon as josh saw me he came up and sat with us and hung out for a few. same with joey.
he's a funny little dude. he was complaining about not getting the food half off. i guess the bands get waffles and shit half price.
makes me want to start a band!
but they werent doing it that night. he was sorta begging me to go up and complain.
i guess he was joking :P
i then proceded to beg him to play mily cyrus.. they had a different song they wanted to do.
turns out the song was Love Story by Taylor Swift!
those guys are silly!
after they played that i and about 2 other people started a miley chant! josh told me that this wasnt disney.
they wound up playing it.. and i loved every second of it.
after the show i got one of josh's drumsticks that he broke. i dont understand how it broke like it did.
and i got john pauls pick.. im now on a hunt to find out the perfect way to put a hole in it. so i can put it on my necklace!
the dangerous summer was incred. i bought there ep, poster, and sticker!
and i had enough for a colatta at dunkin donuts!
after the show we drove around for a bit.. went to mcdonalds and learned about fights in gay bars.
then we took everyone home.
later though christina and ryan were walking home from the mall. they stopped by to hang for a few. it was good to see chrissy. but in the same aspect it was beyond weird. who knows if we'll hang in the future.



I can't stop thinking about the words
that you once said, like I better stop my breathing before I stop believing.
I've been tearing out my throat with dangerous words.
Selling hooks with all this screaming,
you'd think I'd start to get it, but I don't...
They're God damn right. You've still got your voice, so don't just let this die.