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i havent blogged in a bit.shits been poppin!
the show on the 21st was amazing! i had sososo much fun.
even though i got hated on by everyone!
and i mean it.. hussain, tom, mike, and johnny were mad that i wasnt at there cd release show.
BUT IT WASNT MY FAULT!!!
it was sarahs.. i told them this. they laughed.
but everyone was being really mean to me. but they love me still. i made sure.
i finally got to see lights out dancing! and let me tell you.. they didnt disappoint.
oh and something i just learned.. in honor brights first tour video theres a section where tom and mike from lights out dancing are yelling about blue penis's..
i know weird.
well the poster that mike signs is mine. and yes he did sign right below the ape nuts. it says "mike haase loves you so effing much! so eff off!"
its pretty amazing.
later during the show ches and i got talking to mike from LOD. we got his number and ive talked to him since.
he's a wicked cool guy.
after the show was over we went and picked up steven and walter.
got in a fight with my mom and went to rojis. only to get the stuff to go and went to my house to hang.
LOD is playing again on april 18th at funk n waffles. its at 3 and its free!
hey that rhymed!
im wicked excited for that day. listen to whats going onnnnnnnn!
1pm-TATTOO!
what am i getting now? a lyric by LOD "you are the reasons smiles exist at all"
it goes with my idea for my chest piece.
and them im getting a red apple on my left thumb.
sarahs getting that for me for my birthday. i kinda sorta love her now for it.
oh and im going to john! i missed him.
3pm-SHOW!
lights out dancing! honor bright! fazeshift! the brilliant light! and some other non important band!
me, sarah, cheska, allyson, maybe dakota and maybe brandon are going to the show.
afterwards were picking up steven and walter.
which leads us to..
?pm-TEA!
were all going to unique tea house!
it'll be the pimpenest day everrr!
im pretty stoked!
so i dont have my results back yet. itll probably be a few more weeks. but i want to know now. its sorta killing me.
i know ill have to retake the math.. what else im not sure.
tina had her baby. shes adorable. her name is tessa mae. you can see her beautiful face on my myspace..
www.myspace.com/irene88
dont stalk me.
well were going to walmart. this hasnt been the blog i thought about typing but whatever. ill blog again soon..
and im sorry to hear that. i hope everything goes okay :/
Friday, March 20, 2009 * 10:57 PM
green people are crazy
why do you think i hate you?i dont. i hope you know that.
and i miss you. i hope you realize that.
there really wont ever be anyone like you courtney.
yes, i want you to grow up and realize what a great person you can be if you open up.
you have so much potential.
theres days when i really want to call you and just talk about everything
but then theres days when i cant stand you..
but ill never hate you.
i save my hate for people like stacy :)
so ive had a sort of hectic week. i took my ged test tuesday and wednesday.
i was so upset tuesday. when the guy called time for the first section of the math i was only on question 16 out of 25. i started crying.
i know pathetic.
i just want this shit to be over and done with.
and ill most likely have to retake the math. i hope i dont have to retake anything else though.
wednesday went great. it was the reading and writing part and thats my strength.
now i just have to wait a few weeks to find out if i passed or not.
monday night i was sorta sleeping when reggie came to the house to get meat.
yeah i know.. weird.
well i couldnt really get back to sleep after that. my mom called to tell me that my food was done and she asked why danielle and everyone was sitting outside of the house.
like i would know!?
well i went outside and i was talking to them for a minute when all of a sudden the loudest most painful yelp filled the air.
a car had turned the corner and hit a puppy that came out of nowhere.
i turned around and saw her basically fly through the air. when she landed she was twitching uncontrollably. i ran down to my mom who informed debbie was calling 911. she told me to go get a blanket.
i ran back to the house and grabbed the first blanket i put my hands on.. it turned out to be the blanket melinda had made for me.
it was the saddest thing ive ever seen. the puppy was bleeding from her mouth and you could tell she was obviously in pain. the cops came and were complete assholes. it pretty much pissed everyone off.
but some lady that had stopped brought her to the animal emergancy hospital.
apparently the owners came and claimed the dog.
we still dont know if shes alive or dead.
ches and come down and didnt really know where i was. she saw my slippers which i had ran out of [its semi hard to run in slippers]. when i was walking across the street she came down and i immediatly started crying.
let me tell you.. ive never had a friend like francesca.
maybe its in her nature or maybe its because ive been there so many times for her. but she wrapped me in her arms and let me just cry on her shoulder.
it was so comforting yet so weird. again, ive never had a friend that let me cry on there shoulder.
so frankie casssssss i love you!
i know this blog is jumping around everywhere.. but i havent blogged in awhile.
sunday night weston, alicia, and i went out on a date. shes back on break from college and i missed her. we went to unique tea house because ive been dying to go.
it wasnt rojis so i wont ever love it the same.. but it is a nice place to switch to every now and then. after that we went to insomnia cookies! i was so excited!!
i saw them on Unwrapped and i just recently found out they have one in syracuse.
i basically flipppppped! and the cookies were insandeee!
there hot when still chewy!
oh gosh i want one nowwwww!
tomorrow is the lights out dancing showww! im so flippen excited! its going to be me, sarah, ches, and brandon at the show. and then after were picking steven and walter to go to unique tea house.
i am beyond excited for the show! and ill be up front for all the bands cause its a killer line up.
oh and im dying my hair tonight. i think im going to do a blue black. way way different for me. but i cant do orange until i get a job.
your probably thinking.. blue black is different for you when you do pink, orange, and blueee!?
well ive never done black and im wicked scared ill never be able to reverse it.
oh well. im all about different!
really quickly before i end this blog.
i watched this documentary on HBO called Death On A Factory Farm.
this private investigator went on a hog farm in ohio under accusations of animal abuse. the footage he got was so sick.
i dont understand how anyone could be that cruel.
and in the end the people that abused these poor pigs didnt get shit.
watching it has just made my decision of being vegetarian stronger.
i wont go back to meat for the sole perpose of what those animals had to go through to get on my plate.
well lovies, i have to go. im going to walmart to get hair dye and a white tee for tomorrow!
GREEN PEOPLE ARE CRAZY!!!
Friday, March 13, 2009 * 9:44 PM
my icecream fell on the sidewalk
not really.i dont have icecream.
and im not on a sidewalk.
thats cheskas imagination for ya!
ive been vegetarian for 10 days. im pretty excited about that.
and ive been on my diet pills for 4 days.
ive only worked out once but thats not by choice.
im ready for this change.. i want it to happen now.
not really much to blog about.
i had a date with weston. we went to chinese.
not the original plan.
but it was so much fun!
i have a date with steven and walter tomorrow night.
sarah might join.
parades tomorrow.
pretty stoked.
ged test next tuesday and wednesday.
pretty nervous.
show next saturday.
pretty fucking excited about that!
ive pretty much given up on tom.
oh well.
i think ill stick to vagina from now on!
oh waittttt.. i have a semi semi black boyfriend..
whos gay and lives 2 hours away..
and ive never met him!
i steal him from weston all the timeee!
weston, im sorry nate doesnt like your dirty muff.
and im sorry my penis is huge compared to yours :)
ps-i got it from meebo.
weird i know.
//end blog
Monday, March 9, 2009 * 9:49 AM
it takes the average person 7 minutes to fall asleep
why does it seem to be everyone else's responsibility to say hi to you?didnt you and steven have a conversation about this awhile ago.. how he wouldnt talk to you unless you said hi first.
you should apply that to other people.
everyone is willing to be your friend still, you just dont talk to them.
ches told me that you sat at there lunch table one day and didnt say a word to them.. but you texted shawn the whole time.
it doesnt make sense.
steven just told me that he said hi to you today and you didnt respond.
your digging this grave yourself courtney.
on to happier topics! the show on friday was amazinggg!
so ive been to funk n waffles before, we all have.. except sarah.
but who actually pays attention on how to get there!
nobody.. except brandon.
we got there but it took forever.. we went in circles.
but then we couldnt find parking. it was insane.
once we got there we just hung around for a bit. as soon as josh saw me he came up and sat with us and hung out for a few. same with joey.
he's a funny little dude. he was complaining about not getting the food half off. i guess the bands get waffles and shit half price.
makes me want to start a band!
but they werent doing it that night. he was sorta begging me to go up and complain.
i guess he was joking :P
i then proceded to beg him to play mily cyrus.. they had a different song they wanted to do.
turns out the song was Love Story by Taylor Swift!
those guys are silly!
after they played that i and about 2 other people started a miley chant! josh told me that this wasnt disney.
they wound up playing it.. and i loved every second of it.
after the show i got one of josh's drumsticks that he broke. i dont understand how it broke like it did.
and i got john pauls pick.. im now on a hunt to find out the perfect way to put a hole in it. so i can put it on my necklace!
the dangerous summer was incred. i bought there ep, poster, and sticker!
and i had enough for a colatta at dunkin donuts!
after the show we drove around for a bit.. went to mcdonalds and learned about fights in gay bars.
then we took everyone home.
later though christina and ryan were walking home from the mall. they stopped by to hang for a few. it was good to see chrissy. but in the same aspect it was beyond weird. who knows if we'll hang in the future.
I can't stop thinking about the words
that you once said, like I better stop my breathing before I stop believing.
I've been tearing out my throat with dangerous words.
Selling hooks with all this screaming,
you'd think I'd start to get it, but I don't...
They're God damn right. You've still got your voice, so don't just let this die.
Thursday, March 5, 2009 * 1:34 PM
her muffin tasted like skittles!
this week started out so great.turned into shit.
but its going to end great.. this i know ferafact!
saturday melinda and allyson came over.. melinda's friend malieke came over. we played dice and cards.
he won all our money.. got drunk and rambled on about muffins.
i rambled on about nunga nungas!
later that night richard, jon, and will showed up.
sarah left at 4:30.. the rest of them left at 5. i was exhausted.
we all were.
sunday was amzing. first show in months. sarahs first show in general. and it was a fazeshift show!
we got there about 5:45 because it started at 8. we didnt get int until almost 7:00.
everyone was way annoyed and cold.
we met up with weston and carolynn. good times with those 2. eugene was there too. that was a little awkward.
but i sort of molested carolynn cause i havent seen her in years. and i sort of got molested by weston. i loved every second of it.
books in bathrooms, being a scary bitch, and making fun of fazeshift was amazing!
fazeshift was first. amazing as normal. i love those boys and i love them more because they played while being sick.
dedication is hawt!
we didnt really listen to the second band.. i forgot there name. oops.
mae was good but all there music sounded the same.
the video playing behind them was mesmorizing though. i couldnt stop staring at it.
after the show we all went to rojis where marissa made me a special bubble tea that will forever be known as the Marissa Bubble Tea!
orignal name i know.
so before i go any further.. ill get this over with.
i have a feeling i shouldnt say anything but because its my blog im going to.
courtney was at the show. and seeing her was great. i do miss her.
but it was so awkward.
im not one of those people that get shy around someone or feels awkward in certain situations.. but when i saw her and we were waiting in line it was so..
awkward.
sure ive been to shows without her.. but ive never been at one and not talked to her at all.. you know?
we went our seperate ways and that was it.
it was sort of like the icing on the cake, our endoffriendship was final.
it was weird.
okay now thats over with.
phew!
after we left rojis sarah and i went to mcdonalds then to christinas. seeing that girl was odd. i havent talked to her in ages and we just hung out for a few minutes.
i realized how much i have changed.
i mean she was feining for weed.. ive never smoked it.
shes not doing anything with her life.. i am.
she was pregnant.. i definitly wasnt.
again weird.
we were supposed to hangout yesterday.. i dont know what happened.
another person im not so sure about is tom. i have no idea whats going on with him.
it seems he wants to hang but then again it seems he doesnt.
he says he does and he says he wants to get to know me but hes not 100% ready for a relationship.
thats fine.. i know i am but toms a great guy that im willing to wait for.
that sounds so funny :P
okay so im totally looking forward to this weekend. tomorrow theres another show..
and were all going!
me, sarah, ches, steven, walter, and brandon!
its at funk n waffles and its fazeshift and the dangerous summer! i want a shirt from tds and a cd but i dont think ill be able to get that much money!
ill try!
saturday were having a cookout and some guys from anoplate are coming over for dice and cards.
and sunday theres another show!
the doppler effects cd release show!
im so fucking pumped!
then i just have to wait 2 weeks to see lights out dancing and honor bright!
oh gosh i love that whole lineup!
so im slowly working on the streetteam. right now im sending a message to all the members. i still need 2 banners!
if court doesnt do them im going to have to find someone to.
thats going to suck cause i dont know anybody elses work.
oh well.. ill have to wait and see.
speaking of art.. i finally decided what i want for the rest of my chest piece.
its a lyric from jacksons kid summer..
"i was a flower but i grew wild"
ill get "i was a flower" on the right side of my flower
and "but i grew wild" on the left
and all around it is going to be different flowers.
ive decided im going to do one for each of the people that have changed my life somehow.
these are the flowers i have so far..
yellow rose-my mom
orange hibiscus-melinda
white tulip-steven
bearded iris-ches
water lily-brandon
pink carnation-sarah
im going to have to talk to sarah about that flower!
haha.
im still waiting on walter and westons..
and then to sort of tie it all in ill have how ever many daisies. each representing a person.
and i just found out today that the daisy is my birth flower.. ive always loved daisies!
spooky i know.
this blog has gone on long enough..
ill end it now!
BTW STEVENS PEEN IS INCRED!!
straightedge.